My Sweetheart Penny Nearly 10 months have gone by now and losing you is still so so painful. I never dreamed that i would miss you so much but everyday is a struggle because i love and miss you so so much. i dont know what to do with my life without you, i just live day to day hoping this heartache will get a bit better. I hope my life on this earth goes quickly so we can be together again. Its the only thing thats keeps me going. I love and miss you and you will always be my number 1 girl xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx